to be very honest, i dont feel good at all.
rasa malas yang sangat tak boleh dibendung
rasa benci dekat diri sendiri sebab tak belajar anything dari 1st week of class
orang akan cakap aku menipu bila aku cakap aku tak study
but im speaking the truth, try ask me anything pasal this semester
aku akan ternganga, dia punya teruk sampai aku tak tahu pun dekat topik mana soalan kau tu
last semester syndrome?
macam dah melampau sangat dah aku ni
i should enjoy myself sebab dah last semester, but why am i so lazy.......
sebab dah lama sangat online class ke?
see, i keep finding excuses untuk sedapkan hati sendiri
tapi... tak betul ke benda tu
i feel so exhausted tbh with this ODL thingy
rasa sunyi takda siapa nak borak
yes i do have my bestfriend
but they have their own life
i cant talk to them every single day
tapi sebenarnya kan,
i dont even have the energy to have a conversation with anyone
i keep ghosting people...pastu sedih sendiri.. apakah
ugh, i am in the phase of hating myself.