its the end

12th april 2017. its a wrap. no more asasi. im done. thank you for everything dengkil.

D1-3-6

well, this is my house number. Dahlia 1, level 3 and number of house is 6. this is the second house that i feel comfortable to live in. this is the second house that taught me a lot. this is the second house where i meet my new friends. my first housemates in life, my first roommate in life. i love to know each one of them. but... today. im writing this .. alone.. 13th april 2017. in my room.. without rai,hanis,era,balqis and syikin. it is so sad when u r alone in this house without these people. yesterday, when hanis left.. i dont feel this terrible feelings because i know.. i still have my other housemates. but today. era balqis and syikin already left me... i miss all the memories we had in this house. how we get to know each other, how we played games together, how we eat together, how we laugh to Rai's stupid joke, how this house was fill with laughter by Hanis punya kepoh, how we withstand our ears with Era's voice, how we tidy up our house according to Balqis's order and how we try to be good in front of Syikin because she just an innocent girl. i miss all that and i miss u guys more.. i cant believe that today is the end. i cant believe that u guys are leaving. i cant believe that later ill be leaving too. now is 0307pm. Rai pi keluar makan and im alone without u guys. this house is empty.. u will call me crazy but i keep imagine that u guys are here. why balik so early girls :( im glad that Rai balik petang because if not.. ill left alone.. like.. really alone.. 

girls, dont forget me. dont try to forget me please because i am really in love with u guys. u guys help me a lot.. belikan makanan :') ajar study :') stay up sama2 :') well sorry for being emotional sometimes. thank you for accepting me. thank you for the birthday celebration. that is so sweet :') im writing this in tears because its sad to know that this holiday is not a semester break.. it is really the end.. its hard to meet u guys anymore.. its hard.. i know that..but i wish that we can meet later. lets plan something okay? 

okay this is not me.. mai is strong. and i ll always be strong :') thank you hanis, rai, era, syikin and balqis for being the best housemates in my life.