started my second sem of asasi in December. alhamdulillah, this sem quite insaf sikit. no more play around like what i did in my semester 1. takda selalu tidur dah and sem2 ni pun selalu tidur awal. good. enough rest. everything was good except the fact that proceed dah berpecah and till now tak berbaik, and now i donno siapa yang bersalah and siapa yang tak bcs orang yang takda kena mengena pun di influence when kitorg berpecah. but its okay. Allah knows the best, ill just follow the flow. except also bcs this one girl, my life jadi serabut. sebab aku tak suka. and i am not even try to be kind or apa2 because my prinsip is when aku tak suka, mmg aku tak suka. i am not talam for ur information. when aku tak suka, mmg aku tunjuk aku tak suka. so just stay away from me. takyah la nak borak2 ke apa dengan aku..because the fact is kau pun tak suka kau. so pls stop pretending to talk and be kind in front of me. i dont like that.
so now dah nak dekat 4 bulan masuk asasi. and now tinggal 1 week je lagi lecture and 1 week of study week. after that, final exam will begin. i am not ready. i am not sure whether i am ready or not. this sem is quite okay for me because i studied hard .. i studied from the beginning of sem 2.. but... i am very disappointed. study betul2, pagi petang malam hadap buku, hadap assignment but my marks still there. perubahan sikit je. carry mark still rendah if compare with my friends. kecewa sebab dah study betul2 but i kennot get the marks that i want. i am totally depressed and sad now 1 week left but assignment and presentation still banyak. how can i handle this subhanAllah. i am so tired but i will try to be strong for my mum and dad. i want them to be proud of me. i want to give something to my mom and dad. sem 1 i only get 3+ je pointer, and my target for sem 2 is dean. i really want that 3.5 :( i will try to study hard again... even tho i donno what Allah's plan for me. i will have faith on Allah. i know he will give what i deserved. so sorry for not posting a lot of thing. i am too busy. really busy. stay strong mai.